Bismillahirahmanirahim, Assamualaikum dearself.
Looking at my own condition lately, i think it's time for me to start writing again, just to make sure that this blog could be my diary that maybe, could help me in the future?
Writing on the blog where nobody knows and read about what you post, is a therapy for me, and as i mention above, it is my diary. Enough with the unwanted introduction after 5 years of leaving this place, here we go.
Last night, i felt that again. Pernah tak rasa macam diri tiba-tiba rasa tak okay, that your heart beats so fast, that you could really feel it, and maybe 'i can hear that too in my ear?'. That is my condition, that I felt, petang2 right after I've done brainstorming all the ideas that I have about my future business. I chose to sleep, cause I feel like I might felt it because I was too tired, like before. Tapi, bila bangun je rasa badan macam nak demam, rasa sejuk, tapi badan panas, kepala dah start berat.
Ahhh takpe, tak ada apa2 ni, so I continue mengaji and solat. After that rehat sekejap sebab nak tunggu maghrib. Oh ya, semalam I have marked in my quran, to make sure that I will be able to finish 30 juz today, on Friday before Ramadhan. Puasa ni teringin sangat sangat rasa nak khatam satu al-quran. InshaAllah.. I will be able to do it.
This post was left for months, written on 4th April 2021.
I just read it all today, and posted it.
With tons of love and dua, for all of you.
Assalamualaikum.
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