Heart Attack!

Hi Assalamualaikum!


Fuhh fuhh i'm having that mini heart attack! Baca ada satu blog tu, she talks about this social networking, Ya Rabbi I was scared as hell, gila, sangat takut okay. Malas la nak cerita pasal apa, bila pikir balik seram seram je rasa, ehek..

Just saying that, our privacy aren't that private anymore when we're in social site. Yep, sangat benar! And semua tu dekat kitalah hihi bubye!

For the last Thursday in this year

Assalamualaikum :)

Today is 26 Disember 2013 and also the last Thursday for 2013. Soo many things happened this year, pahit manis happy suka duka semua adalah, and feeling sedih akhir tahun selalu je singgah kat diri aku ni, ahhh *tahan air mata*

Okay hari ni nak buat conclusion 2013, nak betulkan apa yang salah, biarlah takde orang baca, at least I've let everything go, taknak la stress stress dah next year nak SPM nak stress SPM lagi, hehe, so siapa baca tahulah kebenaran, yang tak baca biarlah kome, aku dah halalkan semua dah, takde rasa apa apa pun yang tinggal kat hati ni, saja je buat conclusion, kot kot ada yang curious ke kan, ye idak? hehe *okay mari muntah berjemaah*

This year is my first year kenal dengan buah hati baru, addmath, chemis, physic, biology, selalu dengar akak akak abang abang ngeluh belajar depa ni, susah la pening la, selalu fail la.. And the same thing happened to me, my final exam addmath fail sebab kurang buat latihan, yeah hampa dan kecewa remuk hati berkecai di situ.. overall, can't wait till 2014, nak collect semua exam paper yang tak dapat lagi nak belek belek and nak analyse semua balik, Bismillah..

Last Ramadhan, pengawas memang every year ada majlis iftar jamae'i and Alhamdulillah, I have their trust to organise this with Naim. That time, I was selected to be pembantu pengarah, and everything went well, even though that time aku tak makan apa apa pun just minum air to make sure everything went smoothly and semua pengawas dapat makan, Alhamdulillah jugak member member pengawas berganding bahu buat kerja, terharu sangat. The most shocking part is when semua cakap iftar tu paling grand, yeayyyy! hihi

Pengawas form 4 2013

Few days before final exam, aku kena histeria, hahaha, tapi malam tu kat asrama memang ada histeria and malam tu jugak kelas kitaorang je ada extra class for chemis kat sekolah yang gelap gelita tu.. To be honest, aku memang ada prob, lemah semangat, ye aku lemah semangat, when it comes to tempat gelap and benda aku tak biasa, that thing happened. Bukan aku nak bangga aku kena histeria or saja nak heboh semua orang tahu, tapi untuk pengajaran. Some of the reason aku kena tu sebab aku terlampau penat sangat, memang that month aku busy, habis sekolah aku stay petang kejap study sikit, balik rumah atok siap siap rushing pergi tuisyen, habis tuisyen terus pergi sekolah for extra class, my everyday routine la benda tu, tidur pun lambat cause nak siapkan homework. Nampak macam study baik punya, tapi result exam entah pape. Entah, biarlah, aku dah berusaha, maybe belum masa lagi Allah nak bagi, even member member aku cakap aku banyak main, tak amik kisah belajar, tapi dorang tak nampak effort aku, so aku tak kisah, cakaplah apa apa pun, parents aku tahu aku buat apa, and aku fail pun bukan aku minta, usaha aku tak cukup lagi, tu je. Okay back to the topic, aku kena tu hari Jumaat, lepas perhimpunan macam tu la sampai parents aku fetch aku bawak balik rumah atok. Everytime aku cuba ingat, sure rasa sakit sangat, entah mana yang sakit, aku jadi bingung bila ingat balik, yang aku sure, aku on off dengan benda tu, struggle nak halang dia Allah je la tahu.. Aku bersyukur la kawan kawan aku semua ada dengan aku masa tu, yang aku benci boleh tolong azankan kat aku, masyaAllah aku malu sangat..

After that day, tipulah kalau takde cerita lain kan, ramai kata ustaz yang datang tu tak nampak apa apa pun ada kat sekolah tu, kira macam most yang kena berlakon. Aku jujurlah, aku tak berlakon pun, buat apa aku nak berlakon nak susahkan mama ayah aku sampai dorang kena amik aku, walhal that day ayah ada important meeting and mama surely ada kerja berlambak. I know my parents are working, that time pun aku refuse bila cikgu nak call parents sebab aku memang taknak susahkan dorang. Lagilah bila sebulan tu aku kena bahan, orang nampak aku je, orang start jerit jerit, pandang aku macam hina sangat, start tanya soalan pelik pelik yang menyakitkan hati. Tambah lagi bila aku scroll twitter macam macam benda aku baca, Ya Rabbi ujian sungguh untuk aku. I still remember when I dont have any courage to sleep alone, berapa hari aku tidur dengan parents aku before aku fully recover. Aku jadi insecure bila dengar orang jerit and aku langsung takde courage the whole month. A few weeks after that, atok and nenek ajak ayah aku hantar aku berubat. Sampai ke Johor kitaorang pergi berubat (tempat atok nenek aku berubat). You know how scared I am that time bila ustaz tu baca ayat ayat al quran depan aku. Not a best experience I ever had but it thought me everything. Girls, korang kalau tengah tak bersuci tu, berzikirlah, doa mintak kuatkan fizikal, mental and emosi. aku tahu tengah timing macam tu, memang ada mood swing, nak marah 24/7 dengan period pain lagi, and that time memang kita mudah kena ganggu. Just to remind, before keluar rumah, bacalah ayat kursi tujuh kali for protection, insyaAllah Allah jaga kita.


Haha, okay dah cerita dah kan pasal benda paling tak diduga terjadi. Now aku nak cerita yang this year is my last year being a prefect :) Thanks semua yang telah beri kepercayaan, tunjuk ajar, sokongan especially pentadbir, cikgu-cikgu, member member pengawas and everyone around me. Korang ajar aku banyak perkara and aku takkan lupa la sampai bila bila, hehe. love y'all.. Assalamualakum :)

Ni la pengawas berdedikasi tu, HAHA

The Animal Saver

Hi Everybadeh! How's ya day? 

Before you guys continue scrolling and read this post,I warn for those who have problems with cat, too sad if there's something bad happen to this cute creature, PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS, again, PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS POST, THANK YOU..

Oh hi hi and hello, hmm, actually this post wasn't that creepy or gross, but yeah I know there might be some people who can't stand to see or even read this post.. My post today is about a stray cat and my elder sister, haha, seems like a normal story isn't it? But nope, for me, its a wonderful thing, I salute my sister and her friend cause they spend their time just to take this stray cat to clinic, woah, i don't know la whether I'll do a same thing or not if i saw this sick lil creature..

Every time I saw a cat or hear somebody talking about cat, I'll smile and laughing at myself, haha, cause before this, my sibling ( Nana, Me and Aby) have this lil tiny problem with cat, where we'll run or yell every time cat ask for food or trying to play with us.. REALLY, WE HAVE PROBLEM WITH THEM, I'm afraid that they'll bite me or leave me their lovely present (scratch)

But,

All of that change when my elder sister kept a stray cat (we called him putih because of his white dirty fur, hehe,but now he's gone, BUT BUT BUT Allah replace putih with Bulat, hihi) that will come to my grandpa's house for food, starting from that day, my fear towards cat, gone, just like that (but I'm still afraid when that cat getting aggressive,huhu , of course la, we still have to be aware and try to stop those bad thing from happening :P ) 

Oh okay, I'll continue to my sister's story, oh ya before that, here's some introduction

Bulu 

Nana (My elder sister) * I think this pic taken when she try find that clinic, hehe

Few days ago,

My sister posted a picture of Bulu in facebook. That cat look so sick and hungry, Bulu is a stray cat, my sister saw him at her university. But she told me that she can't help Bulu cause she's rushing to her class that day, she said that Bulu looked at her like he's asking for help *ya Allah, I can feel that feeling when a cat looked at you and asking for your help, but you can't give your hand for help, MasyaAllah...

This is the picture that she shared in her facebook

And today, 11.12.13, Nana and her friend rescued Bulu and bring him to the clinic, haha, Alhamdulillah, everything that she planned, finally resolved! I'm happy for her, she was soo excited and non stop telling the whole family about what she and her friend have done today.

I'm not telling the whole story cause yeah, I can't remember every single thing that she have told me and this is her story, her privacy and I have to respect that.. Lastly, I really hope that all of us can change our thinking, change our perception towards cat or dog or any stray animal that we saw, they also a living things, have life and have their own family. If we saw them sick or need our help, why not we stop and help them? that's the easiest way to show our humanity :)

That's all from me, here is some pictures that my sister gave to me, by the way, those picture make me cry, huhu, okay bye!

Oh Nana, what a good thing you have done :) May Allah bless you and your friend. I hope that I can do a same thing like what you did today, huhu.. Please, I'm begging you to continue doing this, hihi.. okay bye!

Sinetron Youtube!

Hi guys! Assalamualaikum :)

Now, according to my beloved-cute-cannot-be-trusted-anymore clock, it's 2.43am, AM okay not PM. haha, PLEASE DONT FOLLOW my bad habits, sleep late in the morning *ehem* then woke up late, skipping meal, huhh! Alhamdulillah school holiday only 1-2 months only, if not, i dont know what's gonna happen to me, dush dush *face palm*

Okay according to my title for this post, I've got something nice for you guys to watch! Very nice plot with cute Kak Heliza, ouch! hmm btw, this short movie in Malay, so easier for us to understand :D soooooo, Enjoy!

Wanna know what happened next? Now, search Youtube! and passionately type "norhelmee" then click search. The episode that I did not attached here is episode 6 *you guys MUST watch this episode, so funny so cute! hehe* 

AND PLEASE SHARE IT ON FACEBOOK, TWITTER, BLOG, TUMBLR OR ANYWHERE! OKAY??!

cause I want them to make.... haha, watch all episode, until the last episode! bubyee! *if you guys done watching this, you'll understand why I really want you guys to share it with everyone, beside it have a very good lesson, I also want......... hmmm kbye!

How cool I am

yeayyy! at last i posted something in this new blog! the reason why I stop using blog and delete it because i feel like all my post are rubbish and I dont have anything interesting or funny to share with, how cool is it? hehe..
Oh ya, i just came back from Vietnam yesterday, a beautiful place to visit, heaven for a shopaholic like me and my mom, hehe, seriously you wont regret if you went there! And the next thing is, Vietnam is the reason why I eager to continue sharing my stories in this blog. waaa, I regret I deleted my blog before, where I post about my vacation in Indonesia! waa waaa I posted about the tips, nice place to visit with family, my vacation pictures and also my stories! okay okay my fault, nothing to regret, let bygone be bygone, hmm...
eh, I just write this post fully english! (im not sure whether my vocabulary and grammar are correct or full with errors!) Actually, this is my dream, write a post fully english because i have trouble to speak in english not beacuse i dont know how, but im too shy and afraid that people cannot understand me, and yeah a new stories to share with, where I've got my courage and bravely speak in english with foreigners in Vietnam, haha, this is cool, i am cool, yeah yeh yeah.. bye!
oh ya, I almost forgot, I'll start to make up my blog later since I've got many thing to do, hehe, a busy girl, you must understand me for sure! heeee heeee, bubyee have a nice day y'all~