The New Lone Ranger

Hi guys! 

Last update, tak ingat bila so that mean is memang dah lama la aku tak post dekat blog ni huhu. Cuti SPM yang berjela tu pun tak update pape sebab takde story nak share but now, i have something to tell, bout this new lone ranger, muehehehe *pakai spect hitam* 

Officially, I'm a university student, yeay! Seronok tu seronok jugak, tak seronok tu pun banyak jugak haha sebab every week mesti ada je yang jadi. From the first week kena histeria, the next week tu pulak fungal infection on skin, lepastu sebab diet dah lain kat sana tetiba constipation hahaha (this one lawak sebab ramai housemate yang ada this prob) and a week before balik raya dua minggu ni, kena hives which is a severe allergic reaction. Bengkak jari manis ni, terus naik rashes, Ya Rabbi serious takut! But Alhamdulillah dah okay :) risau jugak sebab nanti nak sarung cincin kat mana! Hahaha okay tak lawak xD

Don't want to talk more about the past, yela let bygone be bygone, ada hikmah yang jadi and yep Dina is okay and doing fine, no worries haha! even my university life started with 'not very fun' experiences, tapi sebenarnya kan, all that thing yang make me strong, to go through this life alone dekat Penang sana, ALONE tau. Best part is, i have so many time to know bout myself, i already know how to buy foods, manage my own money, waktu tidur yang berpanjangan haha and last but not least, i get to know Him better ;) 

Homesick? Woi gila ah tak homesick, everyday i will call mama, waktu ramadhan haritu mama will call me kejut sahur and malam FaceTime before tidur, aww, our bond its likedat yknoww! Haha bukan manja, but rindu tau, yearning for their love and attention, okay mengada haa! Serious do, i never been this far from my family, paling lama empat hari because of camp. This one, i have to do everything on my own, semua sendiri, i learn a lot! And i feel like more matang today hehe. Nangis everyday, sampai plan nak lari balik KL, tapi tak okay i manage to calm myself (tu pun sebab mama pujuk dengan belikan tiket balik KL terus senyum je satu hari haha) 

Tapi tu awal awal okay, tiga minggu pertama je sebab i have mental breakdown, thats why teruk sangat homesick! How i overcome that? Emm like i said, i will call mama ayah even sekejap just to say 'hi mama, how are you? Im doing fine here. Love you, bye' hahaha serious! Orang cakap lagi selalu call lagi selalu rindu, but for me tak, lagi tak dengar suara, I don't know their condition and what they're doing, tu lagi buat rindu sebab risau and wondering whether they're okay or not, huhu. And paling senang, dekatkan diri dekat Allah sebab i know I wasn't alone there, Allah is always there. Allah ada to keep me safe and to sure that my family is okay. Hahaha macam bajet alim, but when you're alone, you'll understand it. 

So that's all I guess and maybe la maybe i will post more frequent since i have easy access to this blog, right away i can make a new post sebab semua dah on my fingertips yale yale yale~ hehe. Till next time, bye! السلام عليكم 🌸

Post SPM candidates

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum uolss!

Honestly, last week is one of my freaking week sebab ada tarikh 3rd march, which is hari penyerahan slip SPM. Yep, memang susah hati, risau, excited sampai tak boleh nak tidur malam, haha over kan? But Alhamdulillah my result wasn't that bad eventhough i don't get straight A's like some of my friends yang gempak gempak tu dapat. To mama and ayah, I'm so sorry, I thought that i could give you something more on my SPM, but ni je my rezeki, still Alhamdulillah (walaupun still ada scene nangis tangis tak boleh terima hakikat pada awalnya, hehek) weh, Allah knows best, so relax je, tapi tak payah la nak relax sangat sampai the very next stage pun kau goyang kaki tak berusaha, itu memalukan beb!

So after several days passed, aku un macam tetibe rasa nak share dekat blog ni, kinda nak lepaskan perasaan and haah yang ni my first post for 2015 kan? Okay happy new year la ye hahahahaha 😂 for berbalik semula pada result, ceh, mula mula tu macam frust la but then aku redha maybe ni la yang terbaik untuk aku dan juga batu loncatan untuk aku melompat dengan tinggi dan jayanya in the future, huhu amin. I still remember my dua masa depan kaabah and dalam rawdah, when i ask for kejayaan dunia akhirat, semoga future aku cerah and dapat rezeki yang halal, tu je yang aku mintak, i don't ask for straight a's pun, haha so aku memang yakin for sure yakin gila dengan ketentuan dia.

Sedih? Tipulah aku tak sedih, but i choose not to show it sebab macam kawan kawan aku pun ada yang down sangat dengan their result, so I the take responsibility to be a clown for them, just to cheer them up, give them hope and support. Kau tahu kan memang semua orang taknak gagal, thats not their choice. And yang memang berjaya tu, Alhamdulillah rezeki korang, moga korang lagi usaha in the future bukan takat SPM ni je, korang dah nampak ability korang kasi shine lagi tapi janganlah kau seronok sangat dengan result kau sampai kawan kawan kau lupakan, tak bagi moral support, tu lawak.

Overall, aku redha and happy dengan result sendiri. Haha yela before ni addmath asyik fail memanjang, result periksa memang susahlah nak tengok A yang berderet tu, but Alhamdulillah this SPM, its like a reflection of me, nampak aku cenderung arah mana, another rezeki tu! Alhamdulillah!