Bismillahirahmanirahim and Assalamualaikum guys!
Serious talk, I am really excited to post the second part of My Umrah but because of me keep on making myself busy with those unnecessary things, I got no time to make a post for the part 2, Im very sorry, I broke my words, sorry sangat sangat.. The first week of school holidays, me and my family went to Vietnam.. At the first place, it is not for holiday purpose but it is because of my mom nak borong baju baju and kain ela for raya, hahaha, jauh benar nak beli baju raya, but end up, berapa pasang je dapat and nampak gayanya, we have to buy baju raya kat Malaysia jugaklah.. And sebab tak jadi shopping tu la kitaorang merayap, ala ala adventurer dalam buku lonely planet tu hehe.. Yes it was fun and I enjoy being there with my family rather than the first time I been there with my mama and her friends. And seriously, right after we landed in Malaysia we got call from my Tok Wan telling that Tok King muntah muntah, buang buang air sampai lemah. Alhamdulillah la that time my Pak Long ada, we was so worried, imagine la kalau my Pak Long tak ada, only both of them kat rumah, Ya Rabbi, only Allah knows. But Alhamdulillah, few days after that he's getting better( of course la sihat, cucus cucus dia sleep over rumah dia siap masakkan apa semua, hahaha) and today dah boleh drive balik dah pergi masjid apa semua. So, this are the reasons why I am late posting the part 2, hahaha.. Tak jadi marah kan? hehe
Okay, so, sambungan for the part 2, I am going to tell a story about me and my family in Madinah ( ceh terasa macam pertandingan bercerita lak haha). Sebab kitaorang turun Madinah dulu for three days, then after that baru konvoi berjemaah pergi Mekah, so okay, lets start now!
Few weeks before berangkat, I was so nervous yet excited and to be honest, we didn't finish packing until 2 hours before we leaves our home sweet home! well, packing last minute memang dah macam budaya family Incik Alwi dan Madam Rohas pun hehe.. And aku cuti sekolah, 2 days awal sebab? entah, macam macam sebab, hehe..
On that day
Since dari Subuh lagi Tok Wan and Tok King sibuk dah call, tanya dah ready ke belum, nak zip bag baca doa ini, nak tinggalkan rumah baca ini, buat solat sunat mandi sunat apa semua, both of them la yang sibuk mengingatkan, Alhamdulillah, I'm grateful for that, furthermore this is our first time nak pergi ke tanah suci tu and nak dibandingkan both of them yang dah banyak kali dah been there for Haji and Umrah, so syukur sangat bila diorang yang banyak membantu *kesat air mata*
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| Yang menghantar, terima kasih daun keladi <3 |
So after selesai semua urusan, we're ready for boarding. Allahu, that day i realize something, before this aku tak pernah nak care pasal apa yang aku pakai, yang macam tangkap muat. I used to wear, alah lengan panjang, boleh pakai tudung dahlah. But that day nak pergi sana, we wear Jubah yang my mom belikan kain and tempah semata mata nak pergi sana, well she knows anak anak dia tak ada jubah, hahahaha.. And serious la, baju that i wear that day memang buat aku rasa safe, comfortable and solat pun tak payah telekung! so I know now, better kita pakai baju yang betul betul ikut syarak, bukan sebab nak tunjuk alim ye girls, tapi untuk mudahkan diri kita sendiri bila nak solat tu, tak payah nak queue panjang panjang semata nak tunggu telekung. Your clothe sempurna tutup auratnya, zas bila nak solat, amik whudu', repair baju sikit2 make sure your aurat perfectly covered then terus solat, settle. I am working for that now, still lagi kadang kadang baju tu tak perfectly ikut syarak, but I'm working for that, inshaAllah harap diri ini istiqamah, eceh hehe, amin amin..
I miss that time when we slowly sing "Happy Birthday" and "Allah selamatkan daddyanda" slowly sebab semua orang tengah tidur. Paling comel, Tok King terbangun terus cuit bahu ayah said " hari lahir Alwi ye? besok pergi Makam Nabi Muhammad ye, doa kat sana" dawww, comel sangat. Bonding ayah and Tok King really like father and son, bukan macam father in law dengan menantu, I salute that.. I am really cannot sleep in that plane! So Alhamdulillah dapat baca Yaasin few times, even dengan reading light yang ciput tu je, haha. Paling cool when me and my dad read a book together discover Madinah and Mekah. Know what, dekat Rawdah, setiap tiang ada nama, and tiang yang paling aku ingat ialah tiang Aisyah and tiang taubat.
Alhamdulillah, saat yang dinantikan lagi mendebarkan bila Captain kapal cakap " oh okay gangs, we're about to land bla..bla.. bla.." (gimmick sangat announcement begitu rupa) and after that another announcement yang buat aku senyum macam kerang busuk, bila dia sebut "we've safely arrive in Prince Mohammad Bin Abdulaziz International Airport, now turun amik beg!". HAHA, bangga and terharu rasa, its like, oh my dream come true, rasa macam impian nak jadi Disney Princess tu tercapai, hehe.. So, agaks lama actually tunggu customs dia sebab time tu sampai dalam pukul 11 waktu sana, so memang tengah nak tukar shift, paling comel la bila customs tu boleh lambai lambai sebab nak balik, haha, bengang je makcik pakcik kat situ.. Oh ya, kitaorang the last family yang tinggalkan airport sebab orang queue macam macam gaya, so kita mengalah la yeop, lagilah kat Madinah, kena relax je kita, didik sikit hati biar jadi lebih sabar :)
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| While waiting and masa dalam bas |
I still remember when I was so nervous tunggu nak nampak rumah rumah dekat Madinah and my hand tak lepas pegang buku panduan umrah nak baca doa bila nampak rumah rumah di bandar Madinah. And that moment bila ustaz ketuai bacaan selawat, Allahurabbi, I feel like, Ya Allah, I rarely selawat upon your lover Ya Allah, suddenly I realize yang memang I am selalu lupa pasal Allah and Nabi Muhammad, malu tak tertanggung rasa. But one special thing, my mouth, my mind and my heart they all like know what they have to do, it feels like my heart beats sync with zikir and selawat. My mind like "Irdina, this is what you really are, Allah made you and this is what you're suppose to do". They all came spontaneously, without any force, like Allah tetapkan bagilah hamba ni rasa, the real feeling yang memang aku tak dapat nak gambarkan macam mana, how grateful I am, rasa malu, rasa berdosa, rasa bersyukur semua cukup. Serious, He is the greatest, Allahuakbar.
Lampu sekeliling Masjid Nabawi, Ya Allah so bright, I mean bright sebab lampu satu and nampak macam (I dont know nak describe macam mana, and seriously, I stopped for awhile pikir macam mana nak describe, but sorry, i failed, I dont know how) but all i know is, I was so excited nak solat kat situ, nak solat berjemaah, nak dengar azan, nak zikir, nak baca quran, nak baring, nak lari lari dekat Masjid Nabawi, hehe..
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| After subuh, sejuk, nyaman, seronok, everything! |
I won't forget this, sebak hati, remuk, rasa kecewa when the first day nak pergi subuh dekat dataran Masjid Nabawi, while we're walking together towards pintu masjid, tiba tiba we stopped sebab Tok Wan tak larat, yes,Tok Wan memang tak larat jalan jauh tapi that time, why I feel those thing kecewa apa semua sebab when she said "Ita, adik, pergilah dulu, mak lambat ni,mak tak larat kaki mak sakit sangat, mak solat sini jelah" and immediately I said to her "Tok Wan boleh, tak apa kita slow slow, sempat lagi ni, azan pun belum lagi orang pun tak ramai lagi tu, Tok Wan penat kita stop sekejap ye, sikit je lagi, nak sampai ni". My mama, Nana, Aby, all of use convincekan Tok Wan, bagi support and Alhamdulillah sampai jugak! even solat kat last row, at least dalam Masjid Nabawi before muraqibah tutup pintu gerbang and Alhamdulillah, I am really grateful sebab I get a place depan sikit for Tok Wan solat with other jemaah yang solat berkerusi. Haha, comel that time when kitaorang duduk area area situ banyak kena langgar dengan kerusi, lepastu orang yang langgar tu bersalah, pegang pegang bahu, usap kepala, lawak pun ada, tersenyum pagi pagi subuh tu, hehe..
So, dekat Madinah, kitaorang visit a few places such as Jabal Uhud. The first glimpse when we're on our way, ada satu bukit yang looked so fresh, merah bukitnya rather than other bukit along the roadside, dalam hati dah cakap dah, kot kot ni ha Jabal Uhud, sekali betul! iyep, Ustaz cakap tu Jabal Uhud. Betullah orang cakap, bukit tu nampak merah je, sebab peperangan berlaku kat situ and darah para para pejuang yang syahid tumpah dekat situ. And masa kat situ, my mind macam ada satu short movie, teringat belajar sirah pasal peperangan tu. I know la where para para pemanah tunggu, dekat mana tentera Kafir Quraisy buat pusingan. Perhh memang real live punya sejarah kot, hee..
So here are some pictures when we are having our Ziarah around Madinah..
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| Dekat kawasan perkuburan semula pesyahid2 perang uhud |
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| Strike a pose! |
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| Behind that tu la Jabal Uhud |
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| Ramai sangat orang yang berniaga kat sana! Murah murah |
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| If I'm not mistaken, belakang tu la tempat pemanah pemanah Islam masa perang Uhud |
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| Family photo, daww |
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| Masjid Nabawi |
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| Dina, Aby, Nana , daww |
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| Ayah selfie infront of pintu pintu Masjid Nabawi, pintu yang banyak dan besar! |
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| Dapat beli tongkat sana ye Tok King? Alhamdulillah sihat Tok King kat sana |
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| Makam Rasulullah |
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| Ayah infront of Babussalam kalau tak silaplah, huhu |
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| After Asr prayer, the last day before leaving Medina |
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| Masjid Nabawi, zoom in by Ayah, hehe |
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| Peniaga peniaga depan Masjid Nabawi, MURAH BEB! |
So, banyak gambar ayah selfie sebab ayahlah yang ada banyak gambar dekat Madinah, Perempuan tak boleh pergi Makam Rasulullah and tak boleh masuk ikut pintu Babussalam sebab that is only for men, Alhamdulillah ayah snap picture, dapat jugaklah tengok.. Nak cerita sikit pasal rawdah ni, u guys know about Rawdah? yang disebut oleh Rasulullah, taman syurga. Dia terletak di antara mimbar dan mkam Rasulullah (which is dulu Rumah baginda). Allahuakbar, Alhamdulillah, MashaAllah, rezeki dapat solat sunat taubat exactly betul betul sebelah tiang taubat, Ramai orang tak payah cakap, tapi Allah permudahkan, aku yang badan agak kecil nak dibandingkan dengan orang orang Arab dan orang ramai dekat situ, aku menyelit slow slow, cari tempat, while that time my mama and my both sisters still at the back. I was not worried losing them cause I know, Allah jaga aku, if really meant that aku akan ditolak dan dipijak, meninggal dekat situ, aku redha. Alhamdulillah, lepas menyelit menyelit tu, aku dapat solat sunat taubat, and that time, my mom, my kakak and my adik, jaga taknak bagi orang pijak aku yang tengah sujud. And out of no where, ada sorang hamba Allah, wanita Arab, lawa orangnya, dialah yang tolong jaga kitaorang yang gilir gilir solat. That feeling dapat solat situ, Allahuakabar, tak boleh nak describe and I still can smell bau Rawdah when the first time aku pijak karpet hijau, Allahu. And Alhamdulillah jugak, even my nenek yang berkerusi roda pun still dapat solat dekat rawdah, betul betul bawah mimbar (memang ada tenpat khas for orang orang yang guna wheelchair), lama jugak dapat solat situ, kitaorang dapat sujud syukur and berdoa second time tu, Alhamdulillah dapat jugak. Paling untung my dad, siap boleh mengaji lagi, Allah bagi dia rezeki macam tu, Alhamdulilah..
I fell in love with Madinah. when my heart slowly saying masa tunggu turn nak masuk Rawdah tu " Ya Rasulullah, aku di sini, dekat denganmu wahai kekasih Allah, aku rindu, aku cinta". Suddenly, my heart said like that, and air mata berjujuran tak payah cakap, sebak, rindu rindu sangat. Well cinta sejati, gitulah, cinta hebat, cinta kekasih Allah tak ada tandingan dengan cinta biasa. Begitu hebat cinta pencipta, hebat jugak cinta kekasih-Nya. I remember when my badan tiba tiba lemah, takut nak pijak masa on the way nak pergi Rawdah, sebab on my mind rasa, Ya Allah sanggup ke aku nak pijak tempat yang tertanam jasad seorang kekasih Allah ni? sepanjang jalan tu, aku non stop berdoa minta Allah bagi strength, lidah dan hati non stop zikir, Allah.
I really miss Madinah and I hope I can be there again next time. Buat baik without any doubt, you'll understand why :) Allah maha besar, macam macam cara dia nak balas, cash, one the spot, straight right away kita dapat! Itulah pencipta kita, yang kadang kadang kita lupa yang Dialah Maha Agung, Maha Besar, Maha Mendengar, Maha Penerima Taubat and Maha Penyayang :) Till the next post about Mekah InshaAllah, Assalamualaikum.
p/s : Rindu those pastries dekat Madinah, nak makan ice cream Movenpick and paling rindu, nak solat berjemaah sama sama ramai ramai, lari lari nak pergi masjid for saf paling depan.. Lastly, air zamzam yang sedap uh, hmm.. Rindu sangat rindu. Allah jemput kami lagi ye? :)