Bismillahirahmanirahim, Assalamualaikum guys!
fuhhh, I just finished my last paper for my last mid year exam 2 hours ago, hehe.. to be honest, I didn't do my best for this examination, only read and make some revision a night before the examination, yeah, I know that I'm not suppose to do that, sorry sorry sorry, It's a lesson for me, seriously, I'm so regret about what I've done, but I choose to do it that way, so I need to accept the consequences, huhuhu.. Adiks adiks, please, DO NOT FOLLOW ME HOKAYYY!
Okayy, lets start talking about Umrah that i performed last month. Letting my heart talk about this, I am so grateful and thankful for this opportunity and invitation from Him. I don't know how to explain about this an extraordinary happy feeling, they're all beyond my words and Allahu, you'll know once you've be His guest, inshaAllah one day :)
The truth is, I didn't know that my ayah will bring us to perform umrah this year, until the day he showed me the email confirmation from Tabung Haji, Allahuakbar, I cried because of extreme happiness and shock! hehe.. Not only that, we'll bring Tok Wan (my grandma) and Tok King (my grandpa) along with us, bundle of joy! yeayyy!! We've planned to perform Umrah 9 or 12 years back, I can't remember (and I don't even want to remember that!) the exact year.. We planned to perform Umrah one big family including my mama's elder brother family, my both atoks and another 4 family members from my mama's side.. But, Allah knows best and he planned something greater than that, Alhamdullilah. Said, never stop trusting Allah, he planned something good for you, keep that sabr high inside of you, inshaAllah, when the day come, you can see how beautiful it is waiting for that something with patient and heart full of trust towards Allah :) I do feel so sad, jealousy inside of me is like controlling my emotion and thinking that time, yes, I am still a little kid that moment, and can you imagine that a little girl that experiencing the rejection?
Okay, let bygone be bygone, I dont even care about that anymore, for me, its only one of my past that have teach me about life.. hehehe..
Sorry! I left my post without posting it! please forgive me, huhuhu... There might be a few post about Umrah, cause, it does takes time to type it in a good manner (not like usual, hehehe) and I planned to not mixing all stories and the tips in one post, so yep, need some extra time and extra post, just about Umrah (special case hokeh) :P so, this is a short opening for my extra post, hehe, wait for the next one. In Malay, yep, hope so, not rojak inshaAllah haa okay bye!
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